Books, books, books

I haven’t written about books for a long time – even though reading is one of my great passions and fills up all my available time (when I’m not working, sewing, hanging out with my family, playing music, doing union business, writing… damn, I don’t get enough reading time do I?). For my birthday Brian gave me signed first edition copies of Umberto Eco’s Baudolino (which I have read and loved), as well as Orhan Pahmuk’s The Museum of Innocence (which I started reading yesterday) – in addition to a signed book of poetry by Carl Sandburg. Spoilt, I know!

I’ve got stacks of books to read at the moment, owing to the $70 in trade credit I got by turning in some stuff at McLeod’s on Saturday, plus my library habit has kicked in again recently. With a few diversions, I’m pretty much sticking to the 1001 books list (above) with a goal of getting my numbers up to 200 in 2011. As much as I’m trying not to let the list dictate all my reading (Pahmuk doesn’t show up anywhere on it, neither does Žižek), I have really appreciated having grand plan to my reading in addition to being pointed towards stuff I would normally never read.

Take David Markson’s Vanishing Point: A Novel which I read early this week. This is experimental fiction of the type I would normally never pick up – a series of “index cards” transcribed to manuscript as the author undergoes some kind of cathartic event related to aging in the background.   On each index card is a fact, a piece of trivia, or the date and place of death relating to well-regarded composers, writers and artists throughout history – and the scant narrative can really only be inferred from those facts, though I’m not sure you could even call it narrative. In any case, it’s the kind of book I would never pick up of my own accord. And yet Markson’s writing is so incredible – each fact is comprised of a perfect sentence or two, and the way in which he groups and arranges them do belie very much the crisis of an author nearing the end of his life. The cadence of the writing draws one along, even as the writing bounces from one idea to the next – making for a nice little ride through the trivial and the profound.

Or take Truman Capote’s In Cold Blood, one of the trade credit books I got Saturday and read over the weekend. This is a book I have always meant to read but never got around to – and I’m pretty pleased that the list finally guided me there. It’s no small testament to Capote’s writing that when you pick up In Cold Blood in 2011 it seems a tad cliched – not because he was conforming, but because this one book spawned a whole genre of writing (crime non-fiction, literary non-fiction) that has been emulated ever since.   Not to mention the simultaenously evocative and authentic language Capote uses to write the tragic events that befell the Clutter family and their killers in 1959. I’m not a huge fan of crime-writing generally – not being one for gory details and all (this book is full of them), but one can’t help but get the sense of the “time-capsule” that this work reprsents. A snapshot of America at a particular time and place, and the birth of a new kind of writing – there are few American books from that time period that carry the same weight sixty years later.

Probably my favourite book of late, Diary of a Bad Year by JM Coetzee, isn’t on the list of 1001 Books though almost everything else he’s written is. Again, this is experimental fiction of the type I thought I wouldn’t like – but Brian brought this home from People’s Co-op Books after cashing in a gift certificate there at Christmastime and I thought I’d give it a try. Told in three parts simultaneously (1) Rumination/Essays 2) Narrative, one character’s point of view 3) Narrative, second character’s point of view), Coetzee’s Diary explores the fundamental divide between social democratic and neoliberal views as amplified by two male characters. A third character in the form of a thirty-something year old woman who at first appears mainly interested in status and appearances is ultimately the screen on which these two egos end up projected. Which I’ve just made sound dry as hell, I know – but it’s a book hard to describe and full of interesting and beautiful thoughts on a variety of subjects (war, politics, writing, music, love) while at the same time carrying a simple narrative from start to finish that leaves you wanting to know how it all turns out for the protaganist. I really loved this book and have it on the shelf as a “return-to” as it is a book meant for further reflection.

Of course there are lots of books I have read recently that don’t merit much of a mention (from the list and not) but each of these is definitely worth a peruse whether you care about 1001 books or not!

Cash dieting.

I’m very seriously trying to figure out how to make it down to four days a week after I get some debt paid off (hopefully this summer – fingers crossed). I suspect this means tracking all my spending and then determining how frivolous I am in order to figure out if I really can cut $600 per month from my paycheque without it being a terrible hardship. Sadly, I think I might be on the verge of exposing to myself just how unnecessary so many things I spend money on are.

One thing I know for sure is that I will always live up to whatever I bring home – meaning that with every raise I just end up with more ability to accumulate stuff rather than more savings in the bank or money down on my mortgage. Not only is that crummy ecologically, it’s also keeping me on the debt treadmill that’s got me working 5 days a week when I would really rather spend more of that time at home working on my own life (rather than the government’s).

Because I’ve got some cash coming this summer that could clear up my debt, I want to prep the rest of my life for what that might look like in terms of better spending habits and more “making-do” so that I don’t just clear off the deck to find myself right back below it again six months later.  Nor do I want to go without putting savings away when I do whittle my hours down in the fall. To whit – I am embarking on something a bit like a diet plan – starting with two months of tracking everything I “consume” in order to determine where my spending weak points are. I did this a little heading into our mortgage, but since we bought the house, I’ve found a whole new level of justification when it comes to spending on household and hobby goods that I didn’t  have as a renter.

Come May 1st (this is a bit like setting a quit date), I’m going to attempt to live for four months as though I didn’t have the additional four days of pay per month and see how that goes through the summer. If it works? I’m ready to go down to four days a week. If it doesn’t? I might just do it the hard way and cut my hours down anyway.

Like food and fitness tracking, I know that the only way to keep myself on goal is to record everything – so I’ve set up a spreadsheet and am going from here. A bit of a cleanse is in order for sure…. taking my life back from the machine bit by bit.

 

Signs of spring.

Oh glorious garlic! Like all my bulbs right now, peeking through the soil in an early attempt to establish. A reminder that the yard isn’t always going to look as grey and mucky as it does right now.

This is my day.

It’s hard to know what to say on one’s own birthday – so I will record this about the 1st day of my 38th year instead:

  • I had breakfast in bed.
  • There is fresh snow on the mountains and the sun is shining.
  • My garlic is starting to emerge from the soil as are my other bulbs.
  • I dug compost this morning, glued wood for my top-bar hive, and prodded the garden a little bit with my spade.
  • I am brewing tea for a batch of kombucha.
  • My porch-box is freshly planted with primulas and crocus.
  • Tonight there will be dinner at Les Faux Bourgeois.
  • I am still married to the man I am most suited to spend the rest of my life with.

All things considered? Life is perfect. There isn’t anything else I could possibly ask for. And I know enough to enjoy that feeling while it lasts.

I've got yard-itch!

It’s that itchy time of year for yard projects on the wet coast. Warm enough (sortof) to get outside and do some thing, but too wet for most. But if you don’t get your infrastructure done by the end of March, it seems like April is weeds and then everything else just gets away from you. So I’ve got big ambitions for the rest of February and am hoping in the next three weeks I can:

  • Lay drip irrigation
  • Build my top-bar hive (this is an imperative, the bees are being shipped in the next two weeks)
  • Mulch
  • Build two arbors.

The last two projects aren’t imperative for February, but it would sure be nice to get them done so I can move on with planting and also plotting out the frontyard. On Saturday, our friend Dave came and twenty boxwood hedges out of the front, and now I’m working with an almost-blank canvas. Time for drawings! Planning! Plotting! Even though we don’t have much money for that project just yet – Brian wants to get a hole dug for a pond and we’ll work on the plantings over time (as money allows).

Tomorrow is supposed to bring some cold-sun, and I’ve taken the day off because its my birthday – so here’s to a few hours between the hardware store and outside to celebrate!