Sunday Morning Sappho (1)

On first reading, I think the best possible way to encounter Sappho is lying abed on a lazy, late-summer morning and taking the fragments in with as much languor as the scene implies. So beautiful and brief. So desirous and ruined. One pictures Sappho not as a great beauty but as a woman driven by her passions and worried by nightmares. So little focused on the physical, her writing seems to come directly from the place of feeling – and what little survives of her writing stokes our desire to fill in the fragments. Images of the erotic and natural worlds combine in such fragments as:

Eros has shaken my mind,
wind sweeping down the mountain on oaks

and

To what should I compare you, dear bridegroom?
I shall compare you to a slender sapling

Though Sappho is also taken by beautiful crafted things  – embroidery, purple silks, perfumes – all difficult to obtain and luxuriated in when they arrive:

Handkerchiefs
purple      scented
from Phocaea
expensive gifts

Each description of place, person, and thing evoking a sensuality that still resonates even after two thousand years – as do her fears

When you are dead you will lie forever unremembered
and no one will miss you, for you have not touched the roses
of the Pieriean Muses. Invisible even in the house of Hades,
you will wander among the dim dead, a flitting thing.

which remind us that despite all our wars, ideologies and modern technologies – the human essence remains unchanged over time.  And despite the fragmentary nature of Sappho’s remaining work, she reminds us of the full spectrum of passions that we have access to and have always had. Rather than the plasticized sex sold on television 24 hours a day, it is worth remembering that it can (and should) be so:

Eros once more limbslackener makes me shudder
sweetbitter irresistible  creeping

Cramming it in.

You would think that being on holidays and all I would have lots of time for blog posts. But this is simply not the case. Since returning from Victoria we have thrown a dinner party, I finished sewing a dress, drove to Keremeos and back in order to buy 300 pounds of produce and spent two full days canning (with more to come – ack!). Oh – plus I’ve knocked two more books off my reading list for grad school (which starts in two weeks). I’m hoping to get some time to write a post tomorrow – after helping out at the labour council office with some tech problems and running around to wrap-up my holiday errands. Saturday I’m planning to go to Canada Place for the Jack Layton funeral gathering. Makes me wonder how I fit my life in when I *am* working.

Orcas.

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It is really amazingly touristy in Victoria’s inner harbour in the summer. This orca topiary has at least five people in front of it taking pictures at any given time during the day.

The 1950s Cherry Halter. Finished (almost)

I cleaned out my dress closet last night in order to make room for this latest sewing project – the 1950s Cherry Halter which I have been plotting all summer long. It’s pretty much finished now except for a final mod I would like to do allowing it to be worn either as a halter *or* with straight straps. Besides this photo, this dress will not be making its true debut until a party we are hosting in September. Good thing it’s fully lined!

While I was cleaning out said closet I found a number of clothing items that I really need to put back in circulation – in fact I got rid of very few things and just made sure the rest still fit – and it’s really worth acknowledging here that I probably don’t need anymore clothes. Not only do I have a fair number of skirts and dresses, they are almost all of high quality from the days when I was single and without mortgage and therefore could do thing like spend $150 on a skirt.

On the other hand, I am just learning to sew clothes which means actually doing it, and on top of that I have a hundred ideas for new dresses, shirts and accessories that I just *have* to try even while admitting that I have plenty of nice things. Somewhere in there is a balance, and I’m pretty sure I’ll find it once grad school starts in September and my free time for hobbies is severely curtailed. In the meantime I have dreams of wool, denim and heavy cotton prints for autumn. Cotton scarves backed with wool. Needlepoint embellishments on hemlines. Culottes made of suiting material. And a new pair of tall black boots with a zip up the side to set it all off.  How ridiculously “girl” of me. But fun to have a new obsession for awhile – projects to work on and show off even if I don’t have room for more of them in my closet.