I am feeling a little loopy from travel yesterday (and the time change) so I’m simply posting some brief thoughts on Rumi rather than trying to craft a coherent post before class today. Sad, because when I first read Love is a Stranger a couple months ago I was deeply touched by the quality and depth of his poetry, not to mention his observations on the human spirit in relation to the divine. And not least important – each of his poetic statements is somehow infused with a compassion, a pervasive love, and a gentle prodding towards God – so as to be deeply moving no matter what our conceptions are divinity might be.
For Rumi – described as one of the greatest mystics and poets ever known – our path to the divine is possessed internally. Not only do we have the root of this knowledge within us, but we have Love to shine light on the way. Love – reckless love, passionate and fearless love, is the way into the divine. Where reason can be cowardly and hesitant, our unbridled and (sometimes) mad love is where we find our courage in order to swim deeper. It is here, within us, that we can discover God.
None of this is to say that love is also not painful and sometimes binding, nor do we expand without paying the “income of pain” in return. It’s not easy after all to let go of our ego-clinging and material striving – but essential to entering our limitless unity with God.
As I was re-reading yesterday, I noted a few thoughts on some of the poems in the collection, as well as some passages that particularly struck me. I’m not able to do much with them at the moment other than post them here for future reference:
The Root of the Root of Your Self
* you are a child of the children of god
* you are a ruby embedded in granite
* you are trapped in the ego, free yourself from this to know freedom
* the root of the root is the divine from which we all come and can return
* we hold the key to divinity
Love is a Stranger
* the land of liberation, the place of liberation is non-existence
* “Love is a stranger with a strange language”
The Intellectual
* When we engage with love we do so completely and fearlessly, unlike intellectual engagement which is measured and weaker in force
* Passion mocks reason. Can not listen to it.
* “Love is a tree and the lovers are its shade”
The War Inside
* looking for outward affection to ward off the war of cruelty inside
* You and Your capitalized – as though he is addressing a lover, but addressing the divine instead
The Ninth Month
“You’re a leaf scattered by an invisible wind,
Don’t you know something is moving you?”
This Useless Heart
“Heart, since you embraced the mysteries,
you have become useless for anything else.
Go mad, don’t stay sane.
People meditate to get something.
All you do is give.”
Expansion and Contraction
“When you feel contraction, traveller,
it’s for your own good. Don’t burn with grief.
In the state of expansion and delight
you are spending something, and that spending
needs the income of pain.”
To take a step without feet
* To love is to do this
The Inner Garment of Love
“A soul which is not clothed
with the inner garment of Love
should be ashamed of its existence.
Be drunk with Love
for Love is all that exists.”
“Between the mirror and the heart
there is this single difference:
the heart conceals secrets
while the mirror does not.”
Empty the Glass of Your Desire
“Empty the glass of your desire
so that you won’t be disgraced.
Stop looking for something out there
and begin seeing within.”
I will be writing about Rumi tomorrow as part of my course writings, but in the interim I am sharing the poem I was meditating on this afternoon. An antidote to the grey day – shone in the afternoon light of divine love.
Love is Reckless
Love is reckless; not reason.
Reason seeks a profit.
Love comes on strong, consuming herself, unabashed.
Yet, in the midst of suffering,
Love proceeds like a millstone,
hard-surfaced and straightforward.
Having died to self-interest
she risks everything and asks for nothing.
Love gambles away every gift God bestows.
Without cause God gave us being;
without cause, give it back again.
Gambling yourself away is beyond any religion
Religion seeks grace and favour,
but those who gamble these are are God’s favourites,
for they neither put God to the test
nor knock at the door of gain and loss.
I’m going to laundry-list here because I haven’t had any blogging time in the last two action-packed days, but it seems like I should keep some record of this New York trip so that I can remember stuff later to write more about. I have some definite thoughts about Occupy Wall Street which I will save for another post.
I have just posted a fresh (brief) set of photos to Flickr of the last two days, but they don’t tell the story very well so here is what we have been doing:
Day Two – Brian’s brother came along with us for the day and together we took the subway downtown to:
Day Three – My friend Aaron happened to be working in town at the same time we were out here so we made plans to hang out for the day which we started at:
Today is Thanksgiving and we are staying in Queens and making dinner with Brian’s brother and sister-in-law and some other folks who are joining us to eat later. A very nice break from the twelve-hour-days of running around we’ve been doing. Tomorrow is our last day here and I’m sure that will be another marathon of things we must do.
So I’ve got to admit – this whole family holiday thing is a new, strange deal for me. Not that this trip to NYC is the first one or anything, but it is certainly the most destination-y one so far. You see, prior to actually being part of a family unit, all my travels have been taken up by activism, and hanging out. Which means that the New York I got to know ten years ago is a blur of lower east-side housing co-ops, activist gathering spaces and bars. Ditto DC. Ditto Seattle. Ditto pretty much every major city I’ve been to. Because I go to hang out with friends and that means I’m with people who know their cities and they wouldn’t be bothered to show me the tourist things right? Right.
This has its own cachet, of course, because you get to pretend that you aren’t just another tourist. But it also means that you never do the stuff that you might secretly want to do. Like ride bikes in Central Park or whatever. The family trip is another matter entirely, because if you don’t do the things everyone else does, your kid will think the whole episode is a major fail. And that’s great for me, because it’s forced me out of my “I’m too cool” box and we have a whole tourist itinerary for our five days in NYC.
For example today we:
All in all? A great day full of stuff – though my feet are a tad sore now from all the walking and biking and standing on the subway we did. And for tomorrow we’ve got a whole new set of plans to make.
Check out all my photos from today (well the decent ones anyhow) at my Flickr collection.
As I head out to New York City – land of Occupy Wall Street among many other historic struggles – I am reflecting on Lucretius and the Epicureans a bit further. One question that was posed in our Saturday discussion/lecture was “Are we approaching or even in a crisis of the public sphere world akin to Brotteaux’s Paris which might make an epicurean style of living an attractive alternative?.”
The Epicureans believed that beyond simplifying their desires, living outside of their society in the fellowship of others seeking the same path was the only way to contentment. What, says Lucretius, is the point of seeking honours and political offices when these only present the illusion of accomplishment?
“And Sisyphus exists in life, right here before our eyes:
The man consumed with seeking the accoutrements of office
From the people, who always comes back sad and beaten. To be driven
To seek power – an illusion after all – which is never given,
And undergo endless hard toil in striving for it still,
This is the act of struggling to shove a stone uphill,
Which, at the very peak, only goes bounding down again,
Seeking, quick as it can, the level field of the campaign.”
Indeed, what is the point of engagement in a world in profound crisis? To think we can effect change on systems so large and out of control seems ludicrous, while at the same time living within them is cause for continual discontent. Why not disengage entirely?
A tempting thought, and one which thousands of people in the last 2000 years have attempted through various pioneer, back-to-the-land, environmental, and religious movements. (And one so apparently threatening to the social order that in many instances this self-removal from society has brought the worst kind of repression and violence against its adherents.) At the very least, we remove ourselves from being contributors to the grasping nature of the world – the selfishness, the fear-mongering, the grasping for material goods beyond our actual needs – where is the harm in that?
As an activist, this is not the first time I’ve turned my thoughts towards such dreams – but as always I find myself questioning the base premise: that the point of life is simple contentment of the self. Or to put it another way – the purpose of life is happiness – something I’ve never been sold on as a philosophical starting point. Instead I recognize suffering as essential to self-knowledge, realize that we have a duty of care to others outside of our immediate sphere of self-interest, and believe there is a moral imperative to act *when* we can effect change.
To simply cultivate a rich inner life apart from the world to which we are born seems at turns
And when I think about what would be implied in separating from all of our society – including our family who was not “enlightened” enough to follow in our communal footsteps – it also seems deeply cruel and a fundamental disavowal of those to whom we owe our lives (and often our sense of purpose in the form of our children).
None of this is to promote heedless engagement in the pursuit of political or social ends for as Lucretius points out, “Life is but one long labour in the dark,” and thus we can never know all the effect of or reasons for our actions. Nor do I believe that tradition or family loyalty must keep us chained to the yokes of superstition or material drives. So often, our adherence to social conventions, political convictions and so-called familial obligations, blinds us to the fact that our very energy is being spent in the most pointless of ways – and that really is a waste when it does not one jot lengthen our life, or shorten the period we are dead (to paraphrase On the Nature of Things).
Perhaps it is just that in this time of my life I am looking for more measured approaches than “all or nothing” – and look towards the philosophy of Mencius in pursuing right action or even Socrates’ pursuit of higher knowledge while still performing social obligations – for examples to live by. For Mencius, everything has a right order which supports everything else: a strong individual supports a strong family supports a strong village supports a strong state supports a strong individual and so on. Benevolence, humility, moderation, compassion and self-reflection are encouraged among everyone from the monarchs down to the people – and leadership is seen to be extended through ensuring that all who one is responsible for is provided. While his advice is directed to the rulers of the Warring Period in China, it is possible to cast much of his approach over everyday actions and obligations and to cultivate the inner reflection emphasized in order to find our Way through despair and difficulty. (Taoism has always been very attractive to me in this orientation).
(In the Greco-Roman tradition, I find myself more drawn to the Stoics’ approach to life which was both ascetic and social and pursued a self-sufficiency that did not seek external reward for validation.)
But since this is just a blog-post and not a term paper (which I should be working on next), I don’t want to go too far down the road of comparative philosophy. To my opening pretext – my trip to New York – I have to reflect that even as I question the efficacy of the protest at Occupy Wall Street, I strongly believe in the moral imperative which drives the occupiers of Liberty Plaza. Rather than retreating in the face of a seemingly impossible wall (of greed, corruption, cronyism, and the cruelty of a monolithic system that exercises little benevolence or compassion), they (and others around North America) are choosing instead to form a society internal to the heartlessness which surround them and are attempting the greatest possible inclusion inside that circle. It is not even possible to see how the folks who have taken their cause to the streets of NYC could live the Epicurean ideal even if they wanted to – most of them landless, broke, in debt, and living in a country which does not just let people wander off and live apart in the wilderness. And so what perhaps seemed a plausible response to injustice and crisis in the time of Epicurus or even Botteaux (during the French Revolution) is unrealistic in the panopticon of industrial life where every spare mile has been claimed for the machine.
While I can’t help but agree with Lucretius that the pursuit of powerful offices is useless and only leads to dissatisfaction, I can’t see that the crisis of this society is going to be helped by those most aggrieved of it just disappearing off to a garden of self-reflection – nor do those individuals even have that choice (America’s handful of communes can only hold so many people after all).