That light is not an oncoming train!

It’s been about six months since my boss went off sick with a mysterious ailment that caused all sorts of internal bleeding to a point very close to death. Even now that he’s on the road to recovery and the medical system can do a lot more exploration, they have no idea what caused it, nor if it will reoccur.

In the beginning this was very upsetting to our work team, and we sent gifts and made hospital visits in the weeks until he went home – where he is now recuperating, his return date uncertain. He popped into the office last week and is looking healthy, but he made no commitments to coming back to work, and I suspect he’s still in a pretty serious period of recovery.

For the first four months one of our co-workers stepped into the role on a temporary basis – which worked out in a pinch, but he’s a bit too young (and lacks the gravitas) to be taken seriously as senior management so he wasn’t able to advocate for us unit much. It was during this time my work team got loaded with a huge website conversion project, and quite seriously I was feeling under-supported as a supervisor and project manager of the work. My manager-coworker didn’t seem to take the added workload and stress very seriously, and I experienced some skepticism from my team as to our ability to complete the project in the time frame I had committed to. I actually cried at work on more than one occasion – unusual for me – and entertained active fantasies about quitting without notice.

Two months ago we got a new acting Director – a woman who has been around our organization and in senior management for a significant period of time. As a union rep I have encountered her a fair bit, and was somewhat ambivalent – seemed nice enough, didn’t really know what she was about, didn’t have an active dislike – which is how I feel about most people I deal with and don’t know well. Now that I’ve gotten to know her better? I have to acknowledge that she’s actually pretty excellent (so far) which I think has a lot to do with the fact that she actively enjoys managing people. Like it’s what she’s all about even though she comes from a policy background and has definitely paid her bureaucrat dues – she seems energized by having a team of people, and she actively works to draw the best out of those people.

My project deadline is next Wednesday and we’ve advanced nearly to the end of the work – for real, we’re going to be 95% by deadline which is an incredible rate of success for a web redevelopment project. We’ve all worked pretty hard to get here, and I’m feeling a million times better than I was six months ago when my boss got ill, or four months ago when the hammer came down in terms of workload. This is not the first time I’ve managed a large transition such as this, but I have to say it’s probably the most intensive and the most successful time around – which I will chalk up to:

  1. I am a better project manager than I used to be
  2. the ability to add an extra person for a 3-person team working on it
  3. solid support from above rather than ambivalence
  4. accountability tracking that were part of an ongoing conversation rather than ignored – not only did I visually track the team progress which they all agree (now) was motivating, but I also reported to my manager each week with a full account of where things were at.

The last six months has been a bit of a rough ride workwise but I feel like I’m coming out of it with a better grasp on my own role as well as a good relationship with my new Director which means more better projects soon!

 

 

 

Taking a social media breather.

I don’t know how long it’s going to last – but I am taking a Facebook break, at least for the next few days – possibly for the rest of the summer. We’ll just see how that goes and gauge it according to how badly I need to see the latest of the latest news, information about my family and so forth.

I’m feeling tired at the moment, exhausted by the onslaught of bad news, cynical commentary and buzzfeed memes which seem to clutter my wall – this only being a part of my online media problem…. I also intend to cut out as much online news reading as I possibly can for the next little while. Google News aggregation is all I need for the moment, and I won’t be reading the comments on any news site, ever again (note to self: for real).

Because hell! It’s hard enough to just feel okay about things, okay about myself even – without being assaulted by a million messages that are negative, demeaning, and time-wasting.

Fortunately FB is the only social media I use with any regularity, a single channel to silence – my blog and flickr accounts will still be updated as irregularly as ever – since I like to document for my own records.

So if you want to know what is going on with me, please check in here at this blog and I will try to keep it up to date with whatever pithy things I was going to post on Facebook. I’m looking for a simplified summer and this is one way of getting to it!

Land purchase and planning!

It’s Friday, July 19th and we (myself, Brian, and friends Leung and Dave) are now the owners of 1/3 of an acre of recreational real estate on the Link Lake Road just outside of Princeton.

Yup. It’s done. And I’m excited about it even though it’s a daunting new project (or especially because). Tomorrow we are driving up there to measure, sketch, and flag and figure some things out before the work starts. Tomorrow we will be standing on a piece of land that we outright own.

So of course, like with every new thing I embark on, I’ve been doing research. Lots of research. I’ve got library books, I’ve got magazines, I’ve got websites flagged — and I’ve got lots of ideas. Ideas! And friends who seems excited to help us get started. So that’s a good combination.

So far this is what we are thinking – no final decisions made, but lots to discuss:

  • Single communal cabin on the site for hanging out, kitchen, deck-space, wood stove – and with a sleeping loft for us in the interim, guests in the future. I’m leaning towards prefab/click-lock options of which there are plenty. In particular, I’m fond of Bavarian Cottages in Kamloops and the prices for the kits are very reasonable. We plan to hook this cabin into the grid which comes to the lot-line – power is a nice thing to have – though we might eventually go solar. 
  • Private sleeping quarters for each owner of 2-300 square feet maximum. These are the responsibility of each party and I expect will come later on after we have the main structure built. For the interim Brian and I are planning to build a platform on which we can put our walk-out tent which is 140 square feet and plenty sturdy enough for 3-season living.
  • An outhouse. Or maybe a composting toilet. But probably an outhouse which is one of the first things we must build.
  • A rainwater collection system. Since we do not have water on the property, and we do not want to spend $20,000 drilling for a well, we will bring in drinking water and otherwise use rainwater for washing up and so forth. There is a great tutorial here and I think I would like to do something like this, with the barrels situated under a supported metal roof at the top of the property. Keeps them out of sight, and we have a good slope for gravity-fed water to the main cabin area.
  • A woodshed, a storage shed, a sauna, a solar shower, a wood-fired hot tub. These are also on the list of things we would like. Wood and storage sheds in the short term, other stuff over time.
  • Also – an outdoor kitchen on one of the decks that can be sheltered and screened for canning. Keremeos is right down the road after all!

Obviously this is not going to happen overnight but I believe we can bring most of it to fruition in the next five years. This gives us time to both do the work and also come up with the money for each stage.

Since we got the land for so cheap, I envision being all-in at the end of the day for 100 k (split three ways) which is quite possible from the cost projections I have done so far. That’s a pretty good deal for a piece of recreational real estate within four hours of the city, and although sharing might have some challenges, I am more than glad to split the cost, work and creativity with other folks.

It’s a new grand project to be sure – but what is my life without things to work on? De rien. I am at my most fulfilled when I have something to work on, and this looks like it will be it for the next little while.

The Berg Lake Shawlette

One thing I love about crochet is that it’s so incredibly portable. Small projects are small and fit well into a backpack, a purse, or any other go-bag – and they weigh next-to-nothing to carry.

On the recent trip to Berg Lake (pictured above with ice bergs)  I managed most of a small shawl/scarf project which I finally got blocked this week. I could have blocked it a bit straighter, but overall I am quite happy with how it turned out:

There should be some more handmade project updating soon as I am working on a scarf, have a simple dress in my sights and have just ordered 18 yards of fabric with which to make closet and window drapes for the upstairs….. So hard to find the time in such a busy summer, I definitely love the small projects I can carry around wherever I go!

A little summer in life…..

We are one step closer to owning the land at Link Lake – deposit being paid yesterday and all. By this time next week we will actually own it!

A little piece of pine-beetley land to call our very own. It’s very exciting. The day after we take legal possession we are planning a one-day road trip to go look at it again, take measurements, and figure out what the first tasks we need to get done on it are. Mostly? Wood clearing, and we have a backhoe guy booked for a couple days of work in August. We really need to pull the old cabin off to the side until we can burn it in the winter.

This weekend we are heading up to Pemberton for the wedding of Brian’s cousin – which shall be lovely all out on a beautiful summery farm that they’ve rented for the occasion. Weddings aren’t normally my thing, but the chance at a weekend out of the city in the middle of July, plus the fact the folks getting married are awesome = win! Plus Brian and I are playing some Hank Williams as part of the end of the ceremony – so there’s that to look forward to as well.

As I was writing this I realized that after six years of being with Brian, going to spend time with his family really feels like going to spend time with my family — in a good way — as in feeling pretty comfortable all around.

I am pretty much all back to normal after returning from the Rockies. Well-rested after a few good nights of sleep and back in my routine of walking to work in the mornings. I’m all over the garden right now, and crocheting a second scarf in two weeks…. feeling a mad need to sit in a sunny spot and make things or read magazines right now.

We are busy on our return, but only with things of our own choosing (aside from work that is) — meeting with the land partners, playing music, spending time with family — so it doesn’t feel too hectic. I am very much looking forward to having the paperwork for the land finished which involves one meeting with the bank and one meeting with the notary next week.

I am quite high these days from the good weather…