sunday report

friday turned out well, even though i went in to work in the morning and then had a hell of time prying myself out of there to attend the dialogue on democracy. the colloquium turned out to be so popular there was almost no seating left when i arrived a few minutes late. more than 70 people spent the afternoon participating in discussions about radical scholarship, the labour movement, and the grounds for activist-organizing. my biggest difficulty was in attempting to understand the grad students there, who all seem to be speaking some other language completely unrelated from the way people in the rest of society talk. once upon a time i did attend university so it’s not entirely foreign, but half the time i am not sure if the speaker is actually saying anything at all or if i’m just not getting it.

i was complimented afterwards for my part in the talking (speaking notes are in the post below this one), and other than a few small self-criticisms, i am pleased with how it went. my speaking skills are getting better lately, and i think mostly what i need is more practice and opportunities. i have been invited to speak on police brutality themes on may 19th at an east vancouver citizen’s assembly on police violence in the neighbourhood.

after the evening program which ended at nine, i walked over the silkhaus with some friends to see the ever-talented norman nawrocki and submission hold. both acts rocked (as usual) but the real highlight of my evening was in seeing some people i haven’t hung out with in awhile and whom i have known for a long time. being an activist can at times be alienating, and i have really come to cherish the people i have known for years who are in the radically alienated place. there is so much shared about that existence no matter how different our lives might be in other ways, i appreciate so much all that can be left unsaid as i muddle through my own questions and seek the way forward as an individual and as an organizer. i really am starting to feel recharged and able to engage with people and organizations on a more consistent basis again.

on my way home late saturday morning (a little hung over, but esssentially feeling generous of spirit), i ended up in a conversation with a senior in the ferry lounge with me. we started out talking about our hopes for the upcoming election but progressed from there into all sorts of other topics about the failures of the ndp in being true agents of change the why the labour movement is problematic. turns out he is an activist from way way back in the day – involved in labour and was a member of the infamous socialist caucus inside the bc ndp back in 1972 (of which svend robinson was also a part). he was a teacher in grenada just after the revolution and had the misfortune of being there when the us invaded, and told me a bunch of stories about working up north in the 50s. i got to fill him in on the radical caucas forming up in the labour movement in bc, and what some of the younger scoundrels are up to… we ended up eating lunch together on the ferry and talking the whole way, and as enjoyable as it was for me to hear the old stories, he seemed very pleased to get to tell them as well as realize that there are still people out there resisting just the way he did when he was my age. it was one of those nice moments of serendipity when two people meet and share something a little special, completely on accident.

i have managed to get more of my house set up as well this weekend, but today have really just been taking it easy. i am feeling the need to just work on some stitching projects i have on the go and be restful for a day. turns out this evening alison and ben are coming over to the coast and with sean we will have a band practice and then they will stay at my place for the night. fun stuff! it’s been ages since we have played music together.

appropriating technology

this is the talk i delivered at the dialogue on democracy colloquium held yesterday in honour of the life of bob everton. i post it here for those of you who were unable to attend, or who are just interested in what i had to say there.

Appropriating Technology: Security, Internet Services and the Struggle

Notes for a Coloquium, May 6th 2005

First off, I would like to thank-the organizers for welcoming me here today – I can’t think of a better way to honour our friend and fellow activist, Bob Everton, than a participatory forum on the subjects of struggle that he knew best. It was both academically and politically that my life intersected with Bob’s over the years. He was completing his PhD in the Communications Department at SFU when I was doing my undergrad in the same Department, we both lived in East Vancouver for many years and participated in many of the same organizations and actions during that time, and Bob was a familiar audience-member at many Flying Folk Army shows. In short, we were members of the same community in struggle, and thus built a friendship based on those things in common.

When Bob was returning from Windsor, I did not find out through a phone call or email, but because the Resist! Collective received an application from him for an account on our system with a comment letting us know that he was moving back to Vancouver a couple months down the road. For those of you who don’t know, Resist! emerged from TAO Vancouver about three years ago and provides email services, mailing lists, webspace and blog hosting to individual activists and their organizations around the world – and it is this work and it’s place in movement organizing i am going to talk about today.

While Resist! is the service most Vancouver-based activists are familiar with we are certainly not the only service of our kind, and we are part of an informal network that includes Riseup.net, Mutualaid.org, Interactivist.net, and the old TAO crew – now known as OAT – it is on this handful of servers that a large share of North America’s radical communications traffic occurs on – each of us hosting thousands of users and their projects. Funding to run our boxes comes from a sliding scale user-donation model, and each of our organizations is run by small collectives of well-known activists operating by consensus. None of us utilize paid staff, though the donations we receive are generally enough to pay for bandwidth and hardware, and the day to day work of administering servers, approving accounts, setting up domains and so forth are carried out by volunteers.

Although people often think of us as the activist-hotmail, we really don’t see ourselves that way, nor do we hand out accounts indiscriminately – instead requiring applications for service to come with some detail about the individual and their activist involvement. We do this for two reasons 1) to ensure that the people using our services are on our side and 2) to preserve the bandwidth and space for projects worthwhile to our overall goals which include a pretty radical overhaul of society. There are people who do complain, both about our request for donations and about our approval process for applications, and some people have refused because of these things to move over from their hotmail and yahoo accounts – preferring instead to use these so-called free services.

I think that is unfortunate and this is where I get to the heart of what Bob Everton’s work in participatory media, democracy, and security come to…. why services like Resist! are essential to the struggle for a better world, and why individuals like myself have spent close to a decade – since the advent of the popular internet really – providing those services. The reality is, “Free Services” are not free – they are not free as in free beer and they are definitely not free in the sense of freedom – and the proliferation and attraction of these networks has real potential to damage our organizing abilities if we continue to rely on them. When we use these “free” services we not only give up our personal media space, our privacy and security, but our belief that we have a right to those things is eroded in the quest for affordable computer access.

We know that when we sign up for services we are giving our name and information to any number of direct mailing companies, but the reality is we are also giving our name, information and any data traffic assigned to us to the fbi, to the rcmp or to any other law enforcement agency that has a reason to ask for it. Hotmail and Yahoo were among the companies who willingly signed on to the now-defunct US government program Carnivore (a program designed to collect information about individual data traffic), and after 9-11 there were well-founded rumours that both companies allowed the FBI to blackbox the entirety of their mail systems. Blackboxing refers to a parallel computer system set up alongside a legit system, with the aim of collecting any and all information that passes through it – for later analysis and storage. This type of action has been compounded by an easing of wiretap and data-monitoring laws in the US and Canada which make it easier for governments to snoop utilizing these methods in a fairly indiscriminate fashion – often without warrants – and particularly when corporations open the door under the guise of protecting democracy.

In Canada there has been a white paper in discussion that is moving to a bill (check the status) dubbed the “Lawful Access” act which aims to collect wide-swaths of data about Canadian Internet users and would force internet service providers to keep logs and monitor for criminal use of their systems. If you have followed activism and IT for the past few years, you will know that the number one thing that law enforcement comes looking for in indiscriminate searches – is log files…. Indymedia, TAO and Infoshop have all been asked to produce log files showing their data traffic in a number of instances related to what the police say is possible criminal behaviour. Log files may or may not show who a user posting stories or comments is, or where they are located (or at least posted from) which is why they are of interest to law enforcement – and one way that activist servers have tried to get around this curiosity is by refusing to keep log files. Resist! for example, keeps no user log files, on any given day we could not tell you who has accessed our system and when – and although that can make challenges for system administration – it promises our users a layer of security they will not get from most other email providers. The Lawful Access Act would make it illegal for organizations like ours to refuse to collect log files and user data from each user – just in case the police ever wanted it. Lawful Access would also require that services like ours allow law enforcement to set up data monitoring hardware without search warrants, the idea being to put Canadian laws in step with already-existing US and British data surveillance legislation.

There are, of course, numerous examples of how this information is used against activism. Almost ever major summit post-Seattle has involved the RCMP or the FBI demanding log files and computer records from activist organizations. We have seen a crack-down on activist media projects such as indymedia and infoshop.org and the jailing of Sherman Austin from raisethefirst.com for materials posted on his web server. Many college and university activists have found their computer access blocked or refused after using their institution-based email accounts for organizing purposes. In the case of local activists David Barbarash and Darren Thurston, the RCMP went to their internet service providers (one of whom was VCN) with warrants that all traffic to their accounts be simultaneously diverted to an RCMP email system for analysis, as part of their investigation. As the technology has grown and morphed, so have investigative techniques designed to utilize the massive data trail that we create for ourselves each time we log in.

And this is where Resist! and services like it come in. As longtime activists, some of whom have encountered the intense scrutiny of the state at various times in our lives, we understood the value in appropriating the technology tools created by corporations and the state, and turning those into tools that were accessible and useful to people involved in grassroots organizing. A major part of our usefullness/functionality is our desire to create accessible secure workspaces and take principled stands against state surveillance and privacy encroachments as necessary. This work not only requires good planning on the technical end, but a political commitment to take risks as necessary – to host projects that are considered illegal under the Patriot Act, to be legally prepared in the event of search warrants or court orders, and to plan to lose as much information about our users on a day to day basis that we can. Resist! sees itself as part of the continuum of struggle and the projects we host reflect that – from the very community oriented “name some organization” to the earth liberation front – our work is responsive to those working for social change on all levels, which reflects the strength of radical media services owned by radicals. It is for these reasons that we ask that people seriously consider supporting the Resist! project and others like it, rather than allowing the “free” providers to use you as fodder for advertising, and to hand the cops the keys to your electronic profile.

When I set up Bob’s new Resist! account in 2003 I had no idea that a short time later we would be hosting his memorial site as well, and it was in fact the first time we have ever hosted a memorial site for a fallen comrade. Bob’s resistance and his work have been inspiring to the people he encountered the world over, and his commitment to supporting community-based projects no matter how difficult they could be is a lesson i wish to always carry with me as I carry forward in the struggle. Although reliance on communications technology is a sketchy proposition at best in an era of potential ecological collapse, it is what we have to work with right now – the tools we have at our disposal to dismantle the system in which we live. Resist! aligns itself with the resistance around the world and we honestly believe it is only in creating “free” spaces will we ever find freedom – only in supporting our own community services will we ever develop the systems we need to support the struggle.

why am i at work?

i’m not supposed to be at work this morning, in fact i took the whole of today off some time ago because of the colloquium i am attending later on – but yesterday i was requested to attend a meeting with one of our local members and their supervisor this morning and so decided to come in and work until noon. it is unclear to me whether this is a fact-finding or disciplinary meeting, but i have a vague idea of what it involves (some unacceptable use of the internet charge i believe to be unfair in that the person in question is not doing anything differently than her co-workers).

that makes two new stewarding cases this week – one here and one at another worksite (which involves disability issues and so therefore is mine to handle). that goes on top of the other three current in my file right now – one involving a discipline, one a grievance and one that may evolve into a harassment complaint. each of these cases has its roots in a different area of policy which means i have to read through a lot of materials in preparing each case, to ensure i am not missing any hook on which i can hang a victory – such is effective advocacy. i am feeling emboldened by a recent win, which allows me to look optimistically at all of these cases, but when realistic i know what the odds are of having the result come out in our favour on each. unless management screws up procedurally (rather than just morally), it is hard to win no matter how well-argued the case.

so i am at work, and there is lots of it because things are busy right now and there are lots of projects coming up in the near future. i would like to post something more interesting later today but we will see about that.

heart raptures

otherwise known as the list of things i live for…. i originally had intended to write a list of 100 things – but it’s hard to think of a 100 original things and this list has been sitting partially completed for the last two months. i have decided to post as is and add to it over time.

1) the crakow klezmer band
2) the sunrise over mount baker as seen from the lion’s gate bridge
3) my lover when he gets that look in his eye
4) the spawning sockeye on the adams river “like millions of roses”
5) letters from children
6) an eagle feather found on the beach
7) swimming naked in a crystal alpine lake after two days of hiking
8) “the red cedar” by emily carr
9) a shooting star in the early morning dark – and not knowing of anything more to wish for than that
10) the sound of hard rain hitting the roof when snuggled in a warm bed
11) high storm clouds passing over a bright moon on a windy night
12) flowers rescued from a dumpster
13) roasted beets
14) being kissed good morning on the back of the neck
15) dammit – cliche yes – but sunrises in general
16) the northern lights over the howe sound at 5 in the morning
17) luscious red flowers spilling open on a spring afternoon
18) letters from friends who have come through the struggle the better for it
19) finishing large and long projects
20) meeting a fellow traveller unexpectedly
21) organic, dark coffee (fair trade of course!)
22) the romantic melancholy of missing loved ones
23) a cold beer and a good political argument at the WISE
24) the brandenburg concertos (particularly 1 and 3)
25) sparks when meeting someone for the first time
26) standing up to the cops with a crowd full of angry people
27) winning someone’s job back after they have been laid off
28) the scent of cedar trees
29) playing my fiddle until my fingers hurt
30) children dancing to said fiddle playing
31) resistance of all kinds
32) knowing the people out there who love me think of me from time to time
33) serial radio dramas (thanks cbc for that peculiar fancy)
34) wild strawberries
35) seeing bears in the wild
36) fiction so compelling it seeps into everyday life
37) good accordion playing
38) eclectic friends and eccentric co-workers
39) politically conscious music
40) going on strike (what you lose in pay, you gain in dignity)
41) getting the lyrics to a new song just right
42) collectively creating
43) potluck feasting
44) mountains from all vantage points
45) being humbled by those who know so much more than me
46) learning new things about marine life and the sea
47) a decent red wine and a long conversation
48) my women friends who so rock my world
49) meeting a new mentor
50) smoked salmon and avacado on kavli crackers

grateful? why yes, i am…..