
winter 2005, grasses in the yard
i’ve been a bit remiss in posting since last week – mostly because i’ve been pretty busy and pre-occupied with work and other commitments and have spent surprisingly little time in front of the computer since last thursday.
a few things going on these days – i spent the weekend on vancouver island at my folks place and then went to the institute of ocean sciences in sidney for a work-meeting yesterday. the visit with my folks was good, though i am often disturbed when visiting the island at how much development is destroying areas that i knew and loved as a kid – whole mountains stripped of their trees and redecorated with ugly and expensive housing, valleys redeveloped for golf courses, big-box stores planted on once-rich agricultural land – distressing to say the least. i’m glad i made the decision to move to the sunshine coast when i did, though i’m afraid it might not be long before the type of development-destruction takes over there too.
didn’t manage to visit any friends this weekend, as i haven’t been to the island since late-spring and i really owed my parents a full visit this time. i’m hoping to go back in november and catch up with other folks – it’s much easier for me if i just keep the friend and family visits separate if i only have a weekend.
since last week i’ve been working at getting into a routine of swimming during my workdays – going for 20 minutes of laps around 11:30 or so (earlier turns out to be better at the y) which i think will make for a good habit to get into for the fall months. there’s also a lunchtime pilates class twice a week i am also thinking of going to – but really, there’s nothing like swimming to take you totally out of the work routine and into a much better (more relaxed) place. no one around here really notices when i take my lunch break so as long as i can work around my scheduled appointments in the day, i am free to go anytime.
work itself has been a bit hectic the past couple of weeks and i suspect it will continue to be so as union and job responsibilities pile up over the next few months. i had a presentation to senior management this morning that had me nerve-wracked, though everyone seems to think i did just fine. two more meetings this afternoon on totally unrelated matters (one work, one union) – and i still haven’t got the week’s groceries since i got home late last night….. seems so much to do, but at least i feel able to get it all done for a change.
on the fun front, i’m pretty sure i have found a regular jam i want to attend in gibsons comprised of some of the nicest and best folk musicians around – i went last thursday to check it out for the first time (secretly dreading meeting another round of “weird” traditionalist musicians) and ended up pleasantly surprised by this interesting group of people. in turn, each person picks a song to play with the circle (whether it’s the first time it’s come to the circle or the 2oth time, or no matter who is there), and over the course of the evening you might have to put forward anywhere from 3 to 6 songs depending on how many people come out…. it will definitely challenge me both in my improv skills and also to learn new music to share (my repetoire is a bit scant at the moment). i’m really excited to have found this (through an invitation from my friend steve) and thursday night has become “booked” for me unless i am off the coast for some reason.
so yes, things are mostly pretty damned fine at the moment, and i’ve got a meeting to get to (unfortunate, but necessary).
so – this morning i managed to talk myself into signing up at the ywca again…
… and then i swam 20 laps in the pool. i’m pretty pleased about that at the moment (not that 20 laps in 20 minutes is any great achivement – but it does mean i swam a 1/2 a kilometre on my lunch break which is better than most days).

sunning seal on the lamb islets
ever have those times when it seems like a number of people in your life have just gone missing? you know, they say they will call, or email, or come for a visit – and then a month goes by and you haven’t heard from them, two months goes by and you wonder wtf you did to discourage them from coming around anymore.
i have a bunch of people like that in my life lately – a vast silence out there in the ether, compounded by promises of being in touch – making me wonder if the horoscope has just lined up like this or aliens have abducted my friends. strange yes, but upsetting – not really – i’m just curious about that (also recognizing my own tendencies to drop out of touch with people due to work/life events that overtake me).
in any event, life rolls on – signed up again today in a kayaking introduction course (for women only and with rescues) since the one i had planned to take on the weekend was cancelled for lack of enrollment. i’m crossing my fingers for this course in october instead, though the sea will be mighty cold by then for dunking in!
i have been thinking a lot about finding time to work out regularly again – so as to be in better hiking, swimming, kayaking shape by next spring. since breaking my ankle (which put me out of commission for about 10 months), and then moving (the commute has broken into my health time) – i have not taken up any regular physical practice beyond the odd hike or swim. i’m thinking of rejoining the ywca near my work so as tohave pool access at lunchtime, and also signing up for a qi gong class that runs once a week in gibsons. partly this is motivated by a general desire for greater strength, and partly by my secret desire to do the pacific crest in the next few years (seems like a silly, far away dream when i say it outloud). in any case, i have this idea that next summer i would like to do two 100 km (7-day) trips, but i’m not sure where yet. if anyone has some 100 km suggestions in bc, wa or oregon – please let me know. and if anyone wants to come along, i am in need of a hiking partner for at least one of those trips (i suspect one of them will be done with aaron). my friend joe has also invited me to do a kayak up around the bella coola area, so that is another summer possibility if it comes together.
now – to get to work on getting my ankle straighter and the rest of me stronger. that seems like a worthwhile winter project 🙂
when i was little, one of the things i wanted to grow up to be was a writer. i used to write poems and stories and bind them into little booklets to give my family. i wanted to grow up to be just like the writers who i loved to read so much.
my dad (who worked for the gov) would tell me that there were lots of writers who worked for the gov, and that’s just what professional writers did. i was pretty sure that wasn’t the kind of writing i ever wanted to do – and i would tell him so. i think to him writing was just writing, there wasn’t really a distinction between creative and bureaucratic endeavours.
while i have to admit my parents were right about many things, i can now say after almost 7 years experience writing for the gov, i was right at least about that.

a hearth for my fire container – 9 very heavy paving stones
i’m lounging about tonight – too tired to do much but read a little and update my blog as i anticipate my early-morning wake-up call for the start of the work week tomorrow. my very productive weekend has involved:
preparing the front garden bed for spring planting – this meant weeding it right down to some of the sorriest soil i have ever seen, purchasing a yard of compost for it, which i then had to spread and turn into the bed, covering it in a layer of newspapers (to keep down the weeds), and finishing it off with landscape cloth. yup – that was some sweaty work – but the goal is to have a plantable bed come march so i can put some perennial-type plants in there for easy maintenance. my next gardening task in a few months time will be working out the edible garden i plan to put in the side plot. purchasing, loading, and then unloading and carying upstairs nine very heavy paving stones to use as a hearth on my deck for the fire container i acquired earlier this summer. you can see it pictured above – simple, but it will do the trick of protecting the deck from sparks. installing a digital thermostat in my living room – again, an earlier purchase that has been waiting for me to action it. despite a little confusion in the wiring, it worked as promised on the box – and now i can program the heat in my home to be ready when i get in from work during the dark winter months. reading two books from my reading challenge list. playing music with some friends from gibsons and roberts creek on saturday night. funny enough, i thought i would only know one person there (richard, who invited me) but it turned out that i knew two of the other musicians from completely different places – proving once again that i do know people on the coast. talking on the phone – catching up with my mother, and also with aaron. doing the regular weekend chores – laundry, groceries, other odds and ends (but unfortunately no cleaning, i was just too wiped out from everything else!)
phew! all this really because i feel that the few weekends i am around the house, i have to make the best use of – next weekend i am off to vancouver island to visit family for the first time in months.