More apocalypse, less angst
oh – this seems horribly anti-social – but these days i am most content when i am alone. this is not to say i don’t enjoy being around other people – but i feel a lot more balanced and in myself when i am… Continue Reading “transforming”
my i ching earlier this week instructed me to “impose a direction on things” in order to please the spirits – and at first i was not sure what exactly that meant in relation to my current direction – until i realized that at… Continue Reading “imposing a direction”
yeah yeah – the picture isn’t great, the colours didn’t come out so good – but here is the latest installment in the 4000-stitch rug – i finally finished one of the birds tonight – one more to go and then… the background fill-in which i expect to take the next month or so to get finished.
okay – i know – it’s november, but somehow people have already been asking about new year’s eve…. i absolutely detest the holidays, but even more depressing to me than going out to an obnoxious party would be staying at home alone on the… Continue Reading “new years planning”
(but then, why do i really care to change anything? what is the underlying pathology behind my need for justice? why can’t i just be like normal people with a normal life dulled by the opiates of television and doritos, living on the edge by driving drunk?)