Red Cedar
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i can make it all normal again
emotional breakdown my naturopath says…. and i think she’s right. some speculation the anesthetic has caused me to become unglued (maybe even moreso than the pain) – as some people have reactions in the body bordering on highly traumatic (the body, in reduction under… Continue Reading “i can make it all normal again”
morning photos
i took this series of photographs yesterday morning on the 8:20 ferry between langdale and horseshoe bay. right now, i mostly don’t see the beauty of this journey because i leave and arrive home in the dark, but come march, that will slowly start… Continue Reading “morning photos”
choices, choices
if you had to choose – would you pick, wretched stomach aches that last for hours after eating or constant mid-level pain that make you sleepy and stupid? i have chosen the latter over the former today, though i’m not sure if the better… Continue Reading “choices, choices”
as simple as building a fire
so i’ve been pretty depressed all week… some combination of pain in the nerve canal of my jaw and painkillers and being in my house all alone and not feeling motivated to do much more than a little walk down to the post office.… Continue Reading “as simple as building a fire”
the fourth practice
illness frustrates me to no end – the seeming uselessness of lying in bed while the body goes through its healing contortions – the total lack of power, lack of ability to speed up the process, the reminder we are mortal wrought each moment… Continue Reading “the fourth practice”
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