Red Cedar
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Category: Me
overwhelmed
as it turns out, i’ve decided not to respond to any of them. it’s quite clear to me that at the moment i’m just looking for diversions to keep myself from falling apart. i’m overwhelmed enough without adding anything else. fuck, am i ever… Continue Reading “overwhelmed”
craigslist personals… ???
after reading about a friend’s hookups via the craigslist personals, i decided last night to give it a whirl and posted a message there to see what the uptake would be – you know, looking for a lover, don’t make my life difficult kinda… Continue Reading “craigslist personals… ???”
dilemmas
to run, or not to run. to have a child or not. to move forward on a plan with friends to live together? my placid life of bureaucratic mumbling along has suddenly come to an abrupt halt and predictability has been replaced with precariousness….… Continue Reading “dilemmas”
time for an update….
doesn’t it seem so? post-christmas and back at work (without an internet connection mind you), so many days since the last post which said little anyways. i am posting via a dial-up connection through my work phone (brought my laptop in specifically for this… Continue Reading “time for an update….”
solstice gratitude
i am tired today, and tired means bleak, but rather than another post laden with tragedy i have decided to honour the solstice by presenting five things for which i am grateful right now. in doing this, i am invoking a moment shared with… Continue Reading “solstice gratitude”
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