Sitting still and writing.

I’m using my creative writing time this morning to blog, having been errant here for some time and with another busy weekend ahead of me. October and April are my busiest months generally and while I haven’t been nearly so taxed this year as last, I have still lacked time for proper updating here.

Last week was pretty much a write off after the big Thanksgiving party. Monday and Friday I was on the Sunshine Coast dealing with issues relating to selling my place up there – first up to meet the realtor and take a look over the place, then returning to steam-clean carpets and tidy the dead plants off the deck. It’s listed now with some very unflattering photos (realtors can’t take pictures, besides which the place isn’t particularly tidy at the best of times) but I’m hoping to get some action anyways because it’s listed at a good price. At least that’s what everyone tells me.

Even though I’m not urgent to sell, I’m in a few knots over the whole thing. Knowing the ups and downs of selling and buying recently I worry that I’ve picked the wrong time, that I will be saddled with that house forever always paying more than I have to keep it up and for what? More stress than I need on a month-to-month basis. I’m hoping to have this all wrapped up by Christmas, but there’s no predicting now that the rains have come. Will anything move? As annoying as realtors are I am glad to have someone else out there handling it for me.

Last weekend both sets of our parents visited overnight (my parents on Saturday, Brian’s on Sunday) which gave us a chance to tell everyone in person that Brian and I are getting married next fall. Yes. Married. In two separate ceremonies – one legal (just for the parents, tiny affair) and one social (at our house, think everyone invited and potluck and handfasting type vows). Neither of us are interested in a large or expensive wedding, nor anything formal beyond the exchange of vows, so we figured this was the best way to separate out the various interests and keep things close to home for our friends. There’s still a lot of details to sort out, but this is generally what we are thinking and more will be posted here as we get closer (it’s a year away, lots of time to figure it out).

But it has definitely given both Brian and I pause to cringe from and reflect on our first weddings and marriages – not to mention the question of why get formally/legally married at all? Which doesn’t have a simple answer to it, but goes something along the lines of family acceptability and making it real on a different level for me (Brian doesn’t give a toss either way, I’m hung up about it I think precisely because we were both married before and I want to undo that legally beyond divorces).

Before we get married, however, we have decided to put our relationship to the ultimate test by participating in Nanowrimo together this year. This is on my impulse because my writing has faltered so badly in the last month and I want to kickstart it through a ridiculously steep word-curve (1500-2000 words per day for a total of 50,000) in a dedicated month of effort. In order that Brian not resent my time at the computer, I encouraged him to come along for the ride to see if he, too, could craft his very own hastily-written novel alongside me and he guarantees we’ll get through it, even though the last time I tried this I dropped out 10,000 words in.

We’ll see how it goes, but I’m hoping at the very least to get an initial start at the novel I was working on scenes for all summer. Of course I can’t use those scenes in my Nanowrimo novel because pre-writing is cheating, but mostly I just want to start fresh from the beginning and write it end to end to get the basic story down without caring too much about the work that’s come before. Hopefully then I would have something to go back and actually work with bit by bit rather than being daunted by the fact I’ve really still got a whole novel to write from the beginning. Two hours per day I figure, since I can do 1000 words in an hour if I don’t fuss over what those words are too much. An hour in the morning, half an hour stolen mid-day, half an hour in the evening? It’s a challenge to be sure, let’s see how it goes.

Otherwise, I’m just heading into a weekend-long union meeting, which I’m resenting more by the minute (the whole weekend really?) and on Sunday afternoon (at the close of said meeting) I have my writing circle to attend. Fortunately Halloween weekend is wide open and I’m planning two days of sleeping in and hopefully a couple kickstart days on Nanowrimo given that it begins on a Sunday and I am off work on the Monday as well.

Generally though? I’m happy, productive, trying to keep my routine of writing and going to the gym in order (not so successfully, but not failing entirely either), and totally in love – a good fall heading into winter as I plot my spring garden and the work on our backyard studio for next year.