Boo hoo.

I swear the universe does not want me to take a holiday ever. For a year and a half I have been trying to schedule holidays unsuccessfully. I have made plans and either broken them or had them broken on me at least 3 times. Finally I thought I would go to LA at the end of this month only to have my union tell me that I have to be back in Ottawa during the same week. At least Aeroplan gave me back my points without a charge today. But now I’m having trouble rescheduling due to a combination of factors – availability of flights, my friend’s schedule and the fact I believe spring break is happening mid-March (or something that has screwed up the ability to get seats).

I am bummed out about it. I feel like a flake cause I keep changing my plans and it’s stressing me out. It’s unfuckingbelievable to me that I have 5 weeks of holidays in my vacation-bank, and 30,000 Aeroplan points and I still can’t seem to make it all come together to do something.

*breathe*

In any event, I’m making one last attempt to reschedule today and if it doesn’t work I’m still taking a week off in March. I don’t know what I’ll do with it but I don’t think it matters at this point. Maybe I’ll just drive up to the hotsprings and sleep in the woods for a few days. But I need the time off before I crack up.