on top of it….

photo taken of the sky at dusk from my front porch in roberts creek, sunday night

have been dreaming like crazy this week – last night about being a shop stewart and having a steady stream of people coming for help…. all who had the same manager (a director who i actually like in real life) who was indiscriminately firing people and being a really awful boss. it wasn’t an unpleasant dream – because i had good suggestions for every person – but there were definitely some odd characteristics to it.

besides that – tomorrow is moving day – and i have been slowly getting the bits and pieces tied up over the course of the last week. i have a lot going on through the month of may, and i feel once i get the moving day over with i can start progressing through the rest of my to-do list which includes finishing the talk for the coloquium next friday, and playing my fiddle more regularly in anticipation of our show may 28th.

after a few days of feeling unsure of myself and thus antisocial , i have turned it around (with the help of my friend otter with whom i spent sunday at the beach getting silly on marijuana and enjoying other people and the sun) and am generally feeling pretty on top of my game this week. i had a brain flash yesterday at work which i hope will solve a problem and make both my bosses here happy and the big bosses in ottawa happy at the same time, and am feeling emotionally under control despite the fact i am moving tomorrow.

now – the next few days – challenging yes… but i am up for it 🙂