exhaustion

according to the woman who reads tarot for my mother this is a good time for me to buy a house and making a good investment – it’s in the cards she says. i suspect this positive reading had some influence on my parent’s decision to guarantee the mortgage i signed the papers on yesterday. this afternoon i removed the subjects from the conditions of sale and moved my deposit from the savings account into the chequing so i can hand that over tonight.

in the past ten days i found a house & moved forward with that, told the story of my divorce at least eight times to various creditors and bank people, drove to chilliwack to see my lover, went to victoria to see old friends and party, met a new person with whom i spent two days, started a new employee at work, visited my parents, and gone many nights without sleep. today i am coming down with a cold and i think i know why – total exhaustion on every front. good exhaustion – yes – very good – but becoming ill nonetheless…..

if i catch up on my sleep, i’m sure i will get better in no time – at least i need that to be the case as work needs me this week.